lex and the city

Why is it that no matter how much sleep I get, I am always tired? Maybe that's a question I'll never have the answer to. Other questions with no answers include, why the world seems to be always going downhill. The current political climate basically makes me want to crawl under the covers and never come out. I hate that people are so divided by how they think the government should interact with the people. And that it's all tied back to whether you're a "good person" or not. That's bullshit. Not that there aren't good and bad people out there; of course there are, but they aren't mutually exclusive to a political affiliation.  When I'm asked my political affiliation, I say I'm a moderate. My boyfriend disagrees, says I'm a conservative, but blame it on my days as a radical leftist, I'm just not ready to accept the republican label yet. Most of my friends are conservative or conservative ...

I don’t have wifi so I’m typing this on my notes. My boyfriend went back to New York today. I wrote a poem about how I’m feeling. The first few days are always the worst. I miss him so much and no matter how hard I try, I can’t make time go backwards to when we were together. My dog isn’t even making me feel better. My nephew is here with me and I’m still feeling shitty. I’m reading a book called “How to be Happy”, but it’s not a self help book. It’s a poetry and prose book. It’s not making me any happier though. I hope it gets easier soon. And that time passes quickly so I can see my boyfriend again.  I quit my college’s pre law society. I was getting bullied by members who didn’t agree with my political opinions I hate using the word “bully”, but that’s what it is. I made me feel like I was in high school again. Like I was insignificant and weak and powerless. So I’m starting a Turning Point USA chapter. My friends don’t want to be involved though because they’re discouraged...