Skip to main content

Life Update, Weekly Posts & More

Hellooooo I'm back and ready for action. Jk, I'm not ready for anything. Since I last posted I've moved into my dorm, started classes, taken midterms, visited my boyfriend many times, and voted! 

I haven't posted in a while for a combination of reasons. The number one being that I've been kinda lazy and just focusing on my studies during the week and taking the weekends to really rest and rejuvenate. I was recently inspired to come back to this blog because I got into this subsection of instagram where people post time lapses of them studying, making aesthetic bullet journals, and planners. A lot of them also have blogs and it reminded me why I started this blog and why I loved writing it. The other reason is that I am desperately trying to get an internship this year to prepare me for a career. So far I have been unsuccessful, but I remembered that having a blog (preferably a popular blog) would look good on a resume or application. I'm going to start posting once a week at least. I want to post more often, but I do have a lot of homework to do each week. All of my classes are online (a la covid) so I have a lot more work to complete in place of in person class time. 

I want to remind you how important this election is. It doesn't matter who you're voting for, it's just important that you vote. I'll accept whichever candidate is elected if I know that it was a solid voter turn out. If the people of America really want one candidate then even if it isn't the candidate I want, I'll be okay. A lot of people are treating this election like it's going to make or break America. Let me remind you, they said that about the 2016 election too and we're still here. 

There's talk of another lockdown happening and I really hope it doesn't. America needs a strong leader who doesn't let a virus dictate their life or the life of Americans. Another lockdown could be disastrous in terms of our economy and the health of the people. Not to mention, the thought of having to quickly pack up all my stuff and throw it in storage again makes me sick. I'm finally doing well in school and enjoying being in New York, even though I can't see my boyfriend as often as I'd like. If I had to go back to Ohio, I would see him even less. And possibly not even until after the lockdown is lifted and god only knows when that would be. 

On that depressing note, I'm going to sign off. I'm so tired from this weekend, ironically since I was supposed to be resting. And tomorrow starts another week of online school. 

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Slowing down

I just googled something and I noticed at the top of the page before the results are even displayed, Google puts the approximate number of results (usually in the millions) and the time it took to get those results (usually a number of seconds).  That's insane. Not the number or the time span (which is pretty impressive) but that Google puts that first on the page. A subtle brag or a representation of how our society only values results. I recently read an essay about slowing down and enjoying nature called "The Invitation" by Barry Lopez. It inspired me to take a step back and recognize that being productive every single day is not the goal of life, or at least it shouldn't be.  Every night I go to bed thinking about all the things that I didn't get done that day and never the things that I did. I don't want to brag, but I can be a pretty responsible, productive member of society when I want to be. Except that I have never felt like I was in my life. Every we...

Thoughts lately

I've been thinking a lot lately about the future and making plans.  Not just because my boyfriend of two years who I really believed I was going to marry, broke up with me, but because this is my last semester of college. This time next year I will be working a job that I either love or hate, living somewhere that I can afford or barely can afford, and I don't know who my friends will be.  As much as I try to imagine living in New York I just can't see how I could afford to live here. An entry-level job is going to barely cover a shared apartment, groceries, and my monthly student loan payment. I love New York and I love the friends I have here and I wish I could just stay and see what they accomplish. It's just not realistic for me to think that I could live comfortably here. So I'm going to end up somewhere else probably. I'm going to apply to jobs here, but I'll be applying in other places as well.  Breaking up with my boyfriend made me realize how much I...

Lamenting the struggles of long distance

Hello! Welcome back to the blog! I have been inspired to pick this back up again by my sister, www.sophoolery.wix.com, and Indy Blue, whoisindyblue.com. If you don't know who either of those people are, look them up. You won't be disappointed.  So what wisdom am I going to dispense on here today? I started my senior year and things are going okay. I have an internship that pays very little so if you want to donate to the Lex Foundation for (my own) Better Living, let me know. One of my professors has this brilliant lesson plan where we write reflections on five or six essays every week and then choose one topic to do a "deep dive" essay on. It is so much. Plus obviously writing for my internship and thesis meetings. You can't blame me for having this on the back burner for a while!  Okay, maybe you can since technically it's been there since March. Whatever, I'm back now.  The lesson that I have been learning this past couple of months since school started...